What are your inner thoughts?

Dear Diary,

I want to talk to you today about my pains, anger, hate, despair and frustration. It’s been a while since I talked to you. I have been keeping everything inside with no one to talk to. These days you can’t trust anyone with your issues without the third ear hearing. People don’t care about you enough to listen and understand, you know.

Sometimes I feel like exploding and letting my anger out, but I couldn’t because the person making you feel like shit is your own family, the people who have to protect you from the harshness of the world but no, they will keep hurting you always.

Do you know diary, since my childhood till now the person who has to love and cherish me despite my imperfections verbally and emotionally abuse, torment and hurts me every chance gotten. It’s like that person is just waiting secretly for me to fail or make a mistake, then boom! Pounced on me with insults, belittling, to the extent of making me feel insecure, anger and hate.

Diary, have you ever felt so angry to tears and thoughts of murder and payback? Yeah, that’s how I feel most, I wish to make them feel all the pains I feel anytime they mistreat me.

A time is coming soon enough, everyone of them will regret ever mistreating me, I will allow none of my lineage to experience all these pains I keep feeling within.

If you ever felt all these emotions and don’t know what to do about it, write, let it all out because if you don’t, these feelings will poison you and destroy your life.

Let it all out by talking to someone about it if you are lucky enough to have a true listener, but if you don’t express yourself through writing.

Believe me, it helps, it’s like a therapy to your mental health, body.

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